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Okay lahhh
Shit me for writing so damn many emo posts on my blog.
Here's something funny to make you feel less pissed ok

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Funny right? RIGHT?!

I love you readers! ♥

I don't know how I'm feeling

Mixed emotions all inside.

Its like I'm regretting but I'm feeling sorry
Happy but sad
Feel wise with my decision but feel that I'm making a mistake with this decision
Do you know how bad it feels?
Everyone is busy, I have nobody to rant to.
Lonely, if that's the word to explain..
Why is life so miserable?

Oh yeah, its the so-called end of the world today.
The most annoying day ever on Facebook.

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I'm a dumbass for finding those to read.
A dumbass.

Phone gone :(

I lost my phone last Wednesday (3rd Oct) DAMMIT.

And no matter how much I wanted it to spoil quickly BUT naturally so that I could change my phone, it ended up got lost :/

SAD OKAY.
Now I'm using my dad's spare phone which is a Nokia 2600 classic tsk.
Hoping to change to a new phone soon @_@


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I am sad today AGAIN :(
Why does she have everything that I don't?
Why did you do so much last time while now you don't?

I'm jealous alright?!

Nail of the week!

Rawr. I love pastel colors.

From thumb :

O.P.I's Gargantuan Green Grape

The Face Shop's PP401 

China Glaze's For Audrey 

China Glaze's Dance Baby

China Glaze's Kinetic Candy

Have a nice day, people!

Life so far

BUSY LIKE SHIIIIIIIITT.

Starting and managing my new blogshop, Axxezories was a dream come true.
But, it was hard for me to handle as there's college assignments and coursework and mother of all things, FINALS.

Dear finals faster go away.
Sem break faster come please :(

It's driving me crazy.
Shall be nerd for few hours again.
CIAOOO

(p/s : Quick come support and buy from my blogggg! I can give you special discounts! :P)

First exam in college

Finals will be in another 4 days

And I haven't started studying yet

And I don't understand the subjects

One word, DAI. Howwwwwwwwwwwww?!
Dead meat.
Just a short update, shall go study now :(
Bye people.

Change

Yes I'm in college right now and I think, I had changed as well.
How? I have no idea. Probably the stress? Or was it my course subjects which opened my mind to think that the world was not as perfect and easy as I thought of?
Human have issues and I have them too.


Not very sure if I'm being straight forward or just plain mean, I had made some people around me feeling uncomfortable with the way I am, the way I talk and so on.
I don't know but I think changing is a part of life.
There's no good or bad, it all depends on how you see it and how you want it to be, GOOD or BAD.

Adulthood

Harrowwwww

Lol I haven't been blogging for quite some time already. Blame college.
Yes, I've got my SPM results and to be honest, I was horrified.
What you do is what you get. I'm no longer a straight As student (chehhhhhh)

Now currently taking diploma on counselling at TARC.
I thought college would be awesome. Despite all the friends I knew, the others was just terrible.
The compound is so damn huge so I have to walk damn far to exchange class T__T
And the weather these days was OMG HOT. Its only 2 weeks and I look like a malay hmph :/
And the timetable was OMG STUPID.

Monday : 8am to 4pm
Tuesday : 8am to 3.30pm
Wednesday : 8am to FREAKING 5pm
Thursday: 9am to 3pm (its supposed to start at 12pm but thanks to co-curriculum -.-)
Friday : 9.30am to 11am (PRAISE THE LORD)

DIE. HOW TO NOT DIE WITH THIS KIND OF TIMETABLE?!
Baru 2 weeks I felt so tired with the early time, assignments and courseworks.
The subjects were okay except for Sociology and IT. Both of the lecturers/tutors were so BORINGGGGGG.
Its like their voice became my sleeping pills :x

Klah gotta go do my group assignment dy. Ciao~ <3

Norwegian Wood

ELLO! Well my title sounds kinda artistic huh? Not like the normal me HAHA
Well, its actually a song by The Beatles and also a book title by Haruki Murakami

Dear bought it for me with his 1 Malaysia book voucher from Kinokuniya on last Friday's date.

So far I had read till page 100 and I could say, it was pretty alright for someone who don't read like me.

That day's date was great as always :) 

We went to Yut Kee Restaurant located at Dang Wangi and just minutes of walk from the LRT station.

And what are they famous for? The legendary "Roti Babi" (pork bread)

We were there aorund 10 in the morning? and that place was already packed. There's ang moh too having their breakfast there (that's how famous Yut Kee is)

Sorry no pictures lol but I think the Roti Babi was okay only.

Its filled with pork, onions and somehow, I tasted something like sardines...idk? ._.

Roti Babi cost RM 8 each :)

So then we ordered a plate of their famous roasted pork. And its just OHMYGOD.

A plate of it consist of 2 slices of roasted pork and some (apple?) jam. It cost RM 14 but its worth it!

After we had breakfast, we used the LRT to go KLCC. I just love the Masjid Jamek LRT k? Its like underground subway :D

Head to Kinokuniya and saw Arif working at Petrosains.

Dear had a hard time choosing his book :P

Anyhowwwww after buying books and finding shoes, we went back to Leisure Mall for a movie.

Watched Ghost Rider : Spirit of Vengeance :D

At first I thought its some kind of horror, ghost story but its not. Surprisingly, I liked it :P

Went home after that. I just love spending my time with him :)

Oh and the keychain, he's super adorable when he receive it hahahha ♥

But its a fail keychain. The top part of it of my kechain tore off FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. 

Shouldn't had use felt cloth -________________-

Conclusion : I had a great day! :DDDDD

K lah that's all hahahha BYEEEEEEE

Heart Day.

Hello hello there~

Its really boring over here so that's why I decided to blog.
CNY and Valentine's Day is over.

CNY was good. Received quite a lot of angpaus (but the amount wasn't satisfying :x)
Visited i-City at NOON with honey and family. But -___- we went back before night so couldn't see any nice lightings

Valentine's Day? LOL this year was supposed to be my first Valentine's and since its the 14th, its also me and my dear's 11th monthsary hehe. But however, we didn't manage to celebrate it since its a Wednesday and my dear is having his class till 8 D:
So...we decided to celebrate tomorrow :D

The time for us to be together is becoming lesser and lesser. Sometimes I just felt so lonely all of a sudden.
Maybe its because he is busy with his college stuffs and assignment while I'm so free that I could rot at home. It's normal, right?
Who cares, I'm gonna be happy and cherish the moments while I'm with him tomorrow :)

I'm having trouble. I couldn't find any nice couple keychains you know :/
I know quite a lot of people thinks that couple stuffs are cheesy. BUT I LIKE COUPLE STUFFS OK.
Despite rings, shirts, watches or whatever...they're cute.
Kind of shows your affection and also your promise towards the other half :3
Anyway, I was aiming for the Cupido and Cupipi keychain for handphones but they're out of stock :/
I went to Tokyo Street to find for it at the Dooodolls outlet but Cupido is sold out D:
So...I came to an idea, "why not I make one for me and him?"

And so ngam I found felt cloth, washable cotton at Daiso and keychain strap at Leisure Mall while going on an outing with Siew Yuan, I'm thinking "THIS IS BRILLIANT! I SHALL MAKE IT."

And after repeated needle pokings on my fingers and also my 2nd attempt, this is the result

I'm not a tailor so I was pretty satisfied by it. It has our names front and back of the heart.

I'll be giving him that tomorrow. Wondering how his reactions would be ._.

Hope he will like it >.<

He knows I'm taking his photos. Purposely punya give that face xD

RAWR. I PASSED MY DRIVING EXAM! YEEEEEEHAAAAAAAA!

But anyhow, still don't have a car for now -.-

K lah..thats all that I wanna spill out. CIAO! ♥

Officially 18

Yesh, I had just turned 18 yesterday. Feeling a little old but that's okay as long as I'm young at heart :D
Celebrated my birthday with my dear at Mid Valley :DD
It was my first birthday date hahah and it turned out fun hehe

Watched Mission Impossible 4 : Ghost Protocol there at GSC since he have a pair of free ticket :D
Ate a lot too...we ate for around like 3 rounds in an afternoon!

First it was at Ireland's Potato. I swear, the food there was gooooooddddddd!! Especially that potato skin with the cheese filling! ♥ Will try the fries one day!
Their slogan was an irish quote :

There are 2 things in life that can never be joked, 1 : marriage, 2 : POTATO

I laughed.

We headed to the cinema right after that. And once we came out, we headed to Carls Jr. lol since we both never tried their burgers before.We ordered some swiss bacon chicken burger but FAIL, I can't see nor taste any bacon :/ Their fries was good too since its natural cut :D (natural cut as in cut from natural potato, not the potato can cut itself)

Then we take public transport to go back Leisure Mall while waiting for my mom to come late at 8. Then went to Sushi King and had sushi and bento. I was bloated hahahah. Ate finish and took some pictures there~
Left and went to Starbucks to wait.
Redeemed my free drink and we stayed there talk, play Fruit Ninja, kepoh by checking Facebook, check in Foursquare, take picture :P

:D face

He looked so good in the shirt I gave him! :3

My mom came and fetched us home. When we reached his house he asked to wait for a little while as he go take his college's course guide for me. He came out holding a huge plastic bag and I'm thinking "wow, course guide got so many? O_O" He gave it to me and went back in. To my surprise, there was a box inside. 

It says "Happy Birthday~". I opened it and saw a 12'' Cupipi plushie inside. I was smiling like crazy since I was opening it k hahah 

I LOVE IT TO THE MAX. THANK YOU DEAR ♥ :D

Thats all that I'm spilling today! 

Till next time~ :D

2012 Resolutions

HAHA mind me, this is gonna be another LOOOOOOONG list :P

#1 Go for college and enjoy college life
#2 Love more, hate less
#3 Enjoy life more, worry less
#4 Be more romantic (HARHAR)
#5 Be more thoughtful/considerate
#6 Earn more money
#7 Make others happy
#8 GET MY DRIVING LICENSE! (MUST!!)
#9 Go for more dates :3
#10 Be a good girlfriend (MUST TOO!!)
#11 Be a good kid
#12 Get an iPad 3
#13 Persuade dad to get me a Macbook Pro (The cheapest will do T___T)
#14 Have a great birthday date :D (I believe this will come true!)
#15 Don't disappoint people
#16 Be closer to God
#17 Appreciate the life I'm having
#18 Be more socialable!
#19 Meet more awesome people
#20 Be jealous lesser
#21 Get some couple stuffs (Cheesy but I don't care! Rings, keychains, shirts, ANYTHING!)
#22 Be smarter a little (Cause I feel like I'm getting dumber for not studying so long)
#23 Make my relationship STRONGER AND TOUGHER!
#24 Go for a holiday getaway with dear (If can lah...though it doesn't seem possible)
#25 Live with the motto "Impossible is nothing!" (got me hoping for the above resolution hahah)
#26 Get more angpau!
#27 Celebrate important events with loved ones
#28 Receive Christmas presents! (I never actually had received any so far)
#29 Celebrate my first 1 year anniversary with dear :D
#30 Get good results for SPM (5As at least. Please T_____T)
#31 Be happy
#32 Complete all of the above

K lah I should stop right there before it becomes a SUPER LONG wishlist.
Its getting late already. Gotta go peeps!
Babai! :D

Things that happened to me on 2011.

#1 Knowing a great guy aka Bing Hau :P
#2 Being in a relationship (it was my first and it wasn't easy as I thought of)
#3 Had a great secondary life with my class mates and friends
#4 End up laughing for almost everyday while at school (blame the jokers in class)
#5 Got a job and worked part time for the very first time of my life
#6 Got my first pay check
#7 Went for dates :P
#8 Went for my very first facial session
#9 Had my eyebrow shaped ._.
#10 Participated in Skinfood's 12 Day Challenge
#11 Finished SPM which used to be my nightmare after finishing PMR
#12 Changed my mobile operator from Maxis to Digi lol
#13 Quitted maple for a year (I'm sure it was a good choice)
#14 Becoming less of a fangirl (I don't spazz over Junhyung anymore, surprisingly.)
#15 Got my Blink Blink from Siew Yuan, Hui Min and Ivy~ :D
#16 Had Baskin Robbins on a rainy day and stayed in Starbucks Leisure Mall (I swear I was shivering!)
#17 Had my first Chatime drink and lovin' it
#18 Went for group studies at Starbucks Viva Home and Leisure Mall.
#19 Witnessed a robbery incident (now that was the worst incident I ever came to so far in these 17 years)
#20 Went for family trip to Genting. My boyfie was there with me too :D
#21 Attended my church's youth camp. And I witnessed His power that got me crying.
#22 Shared my very first gelato at Gelatomio @ Genting with my dear (IT WAS AWESOME K.)
#23 Skipped co-curriculum activities for a few times (They're boring sometimes)
#24 Passed Undang test with a score of 45/48 (#successkid.jpg)
#25 Went for driving lessons (and still afraid of driving)
#26 Fell in love with Tumblr
#27 Enjoyed looking at rage toons and memes
#28 Shed a lot of tears. (A lot if compared to the years before. I'm not a cry baby k.)
#29 Watched the best wedding proposal video EVER that uses memes. (GO WATCH IT. I TEARED)
#30 Learned how to love (NOT EASY.)
#31 Celebrated Christmas Eve with my boyfie. (Party is really a no no)
#32 Did not receive any Christmas present AGAIN
#33 Went for couple photoshoots (ahem.)
#34 Fell sick for 2 times during the whole year (I don't usually get sick y'know T__T)
#35 Always get close-to-pass marks for Bio subject exams :/
#36 Made cards with hand for the first time
#37 Attended Form 5 graduation at Legend Hotel. Glad that my dear were there too :)
#38 Attended dear's convocation at TARC. Felt a little awkward when asked to take picture together with his parents haha but happy as well :P
#39 Learned how to make chocolate (Well, not from the crack)
#40 Baked cookies for the first time (Turned out to be burnt a little)
#41 Went to Education fair at KLCC for the first time
#42 Thought about my future
#43 Planned to become wedding planner. (LOL all you want -__-)
#44 Went to Kuantan (That place did not give me any nice memory despite the sunburn and horrible hotel :/)
#45 Tried Sticky candy for the first time
#46 Bought a shirt for Bing Hau (I failed in choosing the right size)
#47 Watched Family Guy, How I Met Your Mother and Big Bang Theory. Lovin' it!
#49 Listen to more English songs than Korean songs
#50 Dear called during midnight of 31st December 2011 and wished Happy New Year after 12am of 1st January 2012 :) Great start for a new year :D


2012, you better be greater than 2011!

2012.

Hello guys! Its a brand new year already!
Well its kinda late to wish Happy New Year but who cares.

HAPPPPPPY NEW YEAR!! :D

Its kinda cool to know that I don't have to wake up early for secondary school anymore.
Enjoying the time being at home HOHO
Well I'm still in my attempt for finding part time jobs.
Hopefully I can really find one that is suitable for me *fingers crossed*

Yesterday went to Leisure Mall and watched Sherlock Holmes together with Siew Yuan.
Man, I have to admit, the movie was just AWESOME. I rate it 5/5! :D

The Leisure Mall GSC kinda sucked. They don't have the "New Year's Eve" movie :/

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Oh yeah need to thank Siew Yuan once again for the gifts!

A Santa Claus with sunglasses chocolate (Honestly, its too pretty that I feel kinda worry to eat it)

A bow shaped bracelet! Too nice hahah :D

And cough, to present myself as a delayed Christmas/ birthday gift, I got myself a Venti Starbucks frap tumbler. Makes my wallet burn, burn, BURN but its okay, ut'll be my first and last time purchasing something like that. 

Since my boyfie asked me how am I gonna bring it around since its so big, I started to regret for not buying the Grande sized tumbler -__-"

Anyhow, I shall stop here. Looking forward for better 2012! And hope the world wouldn't end as I still want to get married and have kids earn money and enjoy life.

Bye bye to you! MUAHH ♥